I dyed my Hair =D

hahahaha... finally I have completed one mission, since my mom wouldn't let me out with my friends then she has to be the one to bring me to the saloon HMP !
I waited like 3 hours ahhhh but ok la at least can still get the colour on my hair
but.. it's too bright oh my god~~, sometimes when I look in the mirror I feel like a lala [sigh]
"great"..spm is over but I'm so lifeless n my hair colour is too bright =.= shish.
but no matter~ I will try my best to pursuit my mom.. then I'll go out n no one stopping me !!! XD
so gonna have lots of xmas activities to attend to [yay!] can't wait for homes, bake over n de xmas play {Esther} n also those 3 rascals coming back from camp. Then we can sing the song Let it snow !!!

Wake Up !!!

WHAOOOO !!
The last paper today almost made me cry~
I finished my paper 30 minutes earlier... I waited until I finally hear the Ketua Pengawas said "ok masa sudah tamat" my tears was about to fall cause I was sooooo darn happy to get out of that hell. I felt so relief ... no exams no pn. wang n pn. ung no puny broccoli to ruin everything HAHAHA.
Oh My YUPOOOO I miss my blog so much I don't know what to type~ ahhhh
ow btw CURSE those nasty thieves !!! FUCKER... ruin the last day of spm for Masie, Kisu n WS. Haiz as if we're not miserable enough, I'm so sorry I can't help u guys. And Masie please cheer up =( I know it's gonna be hard for you to get over this but still try your best... just like Joben said, if you don't have him means he isn't the one for you, there is someone else that will appreciate you more than anything okey!! time for happy hour no emo hour.

a lot of things happened since the 1st day of blog hibernation but I can't rmb them right now so I'll just skip that.

the school magazine was insane! best one yet
n I'm so happy that I contributed 8 pages of illustrations n graphics woohoo
n i think i have around 9 to 10 pictures wot~!
our senior pages were great too... a little messy but I love it.
wow wow wow
LOL I'm out of words so I think I'll stop here n continue some other time XD
have fun yal !

--- Continuing ---

this paragraph is for a few people to pay more attention to, so here it goes
I don't wanna act like this, sometimes I'll ask myself why did I behave so different from last time? like I got meaner or something... but then when I have all the flashbacks, final conclusion is I did not change in a bad way.. but I'm not entirely right or wrong. To Wei Seng : Every time I ignore u I'll feel bad, but didn't u ever thought of de reason y I only treat u like tat ? It's because u annoy me, u know that I'm pissed but u still jab me, poke my waist or saying "what did I do?"...... When I ignore you means I need a break away from u..if u keep irritating me how do u expect me to make peace with u ? Who cares about me n who doesn't I can see n differentiate properly, sometimes u really helped me in my time of need but really hate people annoying me n forcing me into things I don't wanna do. To de rest : This time I'm not just angry because u guys because I was being scolded by my mom~ main thing is U all know that I can't go out n I don't want to, but u don't care about it u just like to force me n think that I don't mind... and when u force me I will always havta take the blame from my mom. My friends and My Mom forcing me to do this and that, I'm not your maid, I'm your friend n your daughter ok. I'm sick of it.
btw Wei Seng.. I didn't mean to do this on your birthday...I'm sorry but I really need a break.

Break Time

well... SPM is just 2 weeks away so it has come to my decision to stop blogging starting now until 14 of Dec....
so to de rest of de people Good Luck n stay Alive.

here's a video from a dude called ARCHIEzzle.... i think this video is beautiful.



Hibernating Season Begins~~~~~~~
enjoy the vid.

It's Halloweeeeeen

woohoo this is my 111 post on this blog

btw happy belated birthday to Mas [hope u like de locket n de card =)]
n up coming birthdays are Lee Min n Evon

oh yea to those who got food poisoning from prom
Get Well Soon = )

Anyways this is my very first time celebrating Halloween hehe (well kinda~~)
I had de longest Cartoon Marathon yet~ it's "The Simpsons"
it was filled with mysteries, man eating creatures, Homer the next grim reaper, Maggie turning into an Alien n blood blood BLOOD muaaaaaaaaahahahaa.....
and no one was home to bother me do anything hahahahahahahaaaaaaaa
sigh, If we get to go trick or treat I'd definitely dress up as a Hobo
too bad we don't have that kind of celebrations here.. You knock on someones door you'll end up being chase by a woman holding a broom, locked up in jail or something hah. ow btw The Simpsons are on until 10am so if you can't sleep go watch it on Star World okey X) . I was also waiting for Halloween episode from other cartoons, but apparently most of them didn't have it.. and those who have, stunk.. even a baby can fall a sleep watching those LOL.

Lastly I have to say HAPPY HALLOWEEN YOU GUYS~~~ see ya soon. Sleep tight and dont let the vampires bite ; D

Yupo copyright

Yay! The very first Le Yupo T-shirt has been made~~~
mm... not really satisfied but still good.

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Choppie Charts a.k.a Copy Cats

No one likes copy cats because they are annoying, but I have a question... if everyone hates them why are there so many people being one ? Originality isn't hard to find, It's just being who you are, and the funniest thing is.. copy cats cursing other copy cats from copying what the heck. If you like pink than say yeah I like pink, if you have unusual habits it's ok... don't act like who you're not because you want to fit in n if your friends judge you or tease you does not mean that you have to be like what they think is "in". I love black since the beginning, not because I wanna "look cool" or because everyone else thinks it's the trend or it makes me look slim~.... it's because my interests are punk rock songs and yes I think vampires are sexy n also it's the darkest colour so my eyes are more comfortable, I like other styles n genre too but not my favourite. Oh yea.. not to be perasaan, but certain people likes to come to me n act like they love Gothic stuff n someone once said to me (I'm starting to like rock songs it is soooo cool ! they are sooo yeng~) ahhhhhh hell man my ears are bleeding, what the ******** it doesn't make you look cool but more like a fool, Rock n Metal is all about de guitar solo n drum beat de Screamos n de lyrics with experiences they have been through, not how they're trying to be cool. Some thinks "emo" is very "awesome" so you act emo. Do you know why goths love black nail polish, black tops, black eyeliner n fangs ??? My answer is they wanna look dead...they hate being alive...they're emotionless...they don't have conversations...they're careless... they can't stand sunlight and they admire vampires,That's why they are like that so why are you copying them ?? I don't get it.. Punk Rock style I'm not that clear bout it but one of the main reason is they love being like a freak n they don't care what others think so that explains their weird dressings, and the well known Lolita I don't know why there are outfits like those but clothes like these are meant to be in Animes not here, people who we call it in M'sia "Lala chai or Lala mui" these people are obviously not trying to be a weirdo but to look "attractive" in the mall in supermarkets or anywhere . The worst style being copied the most is the "Yo! Was sup style".... as in Niggers' style, R&B, break dance, hip hop n rap it's what you always see on Mtv or Channel V n again you wanna look cool n noticeable you see a friend, Knuckles~ then you say Yo! Was sup my homie~ this is very stupid (I'm not criticising them I'm talkig bout you the choppie chart)... and all the other things like NY caps, big huddy jackets, Blings~~~ seriously you can copy now, but you can't keep up forever. so quit it and just be you.

Hormone Pills

Some of you might know that I get very bad stomachache during "that awful time" in every month... n F**k it it's getting worse~ last time it wasn't that bad.. I can still ignore it by distracting myself, and it usually just hurts for one whole day BUT now ? three days in a row n it's damn F*******king painful.... can't eat can't sleep can't sit ! oh my gosh gosh gosh I could really kill a bunch of people at that time. My mom couldn't stand me yelling at home so she brought me to Q H C at usj 9... the doctor scanned my tummy and still can't conclude what was the problem, he said there is a possibility of having a blockage known as "Chocolate Cyst" ewww giving a bad image to chocolate lovers, n a few other things that he said might be the problem but like I wouldn't remember it. So he gave me really strong Painkillers and Hormone Pills... in a way I was excited cause I never had Hormone Pills before n kind of wondering what they would do to me ~ and my super-protective mom asked what would it do to me.. and he said it would make my skin better probably I'll lose my pimples, no more stomachache and better complexion~ de downside was that it would either make me gain weight or lose weight. And I followed he's instruction and after taking for 5 days... omg I keep getting ulcers and usually I'll gargle with a Japanese gargling liquid and it heals straight away, but these ulcers are sooooo hard to get rid off and it's making my lips swollen I can't even smile ouchhhhhhhhhhh, besides the pain that I'm still suffering.. after started taking those pills, I can't sleep at all I lied on the bed at 12am... no matter what I do I can't sleep I stayed awake until 7am... 7 hours man 7 hours!!!! from this day onwards... I HATE HORMONE PILLS FOR LIFE.

Salad Sunday !

My vegetarian days are pretty tough to combine with companies, especially when they purposely hide meat under my noodles or rice so I won't notice and termakan daging all the time... please stop doing this to me and stop giving me the stupid reason that I don't have enough proteins or nutrients bla bla bla~ I'm getting very sick of it. I'm old enough to decide what I want and whant I need.. stop disagreeing with my own choices.

btw, well my family is getting used to it sloooooowly ~
that's why to show how my vegetarian days are right now
here's a few images of my "Salad Sunday" that I had for today's breakfast
anyone [especially girls] that wants to lose weight it's also advicable

For friends... and Ducks

Alright....
more than 90 % of you
are getting very angry/depressed about friendship, because they didn't treat you well, they betray you, they drive you nuts...n does all sorts of things they shouldn't have as a friend. Good times can sometimes cover up the mistakes we've made sometimes we may be forgiven... but not always. When too much is too much, so please stop writing stuff that involves your friend(s). When you write stuff like that, obviously you won't think you're wrong because you feel hurt by your friend... but writing stuff that can be displayed into the whole world to see, is not nice either, unless you have a good reason. Most important thing I want you all to read here is... If you can't control yourself, don't think of controlling others. It's like you don't have a house n you're teasing someone else not having one. Ain't that weird ?? Time is the key through changes, so hope before it's too late... do what you have to do.

Now its time to talk about Duckies~~~
Have you guys ever heard of duck liver as a french dish ??
please if you've eaten this dish before... DON'T GO FOR A NEXT TIME
if you haven't ..... THEN DON"T
unless you're that heartless.....
the way they prepare this dish is started of by
catching lots of them, stuffed them in a very small cage that they can only squat in, the chefs wouldn't allow them to walk, fly, or even stand properly, all they can do is just squat until they are fat enough to be served, and when they are, the chef will force a hose into their mouth and start forcing in corns into their stomach until it burst, once it exploded they'll take out the liver when their heart is still beating, then so on with the cooking. I couldn't bear to see their faces we they're suffocating n tearing, n their legs are swollen n blood coming out from they're butt because of the amount of corns stuffed in their stomach. Please don't harm them, they didn't live for us to torture them like this.

Update

I've just viewed your blog, cause my prediction says you will reply my previous post, and what do you know.. Prediction is always right~
ok.. like I said I won't forgive you all bla bla blaaa, I'm serious about it n still am so please if you don't want me to get really pissed again stop asking me what's my prob. I think you know so don't ask that question again before I hurt you in any imaginable injury I can. You know better than anyone....
n for the name appearing in my current latest outing well, I apologize~
I forgot to type your name I didn't missed it on purpose
ok? so if you want your name being displayed so badly
here.... from me to you
FAT BOY WAS AT THE MOON CAKE FESTIVAL TOO!!!!
happy ? bright n big lol
I started talking to you today because I'm tired
n I know I can't keep this up since I'm facing you everyday.
n even if I continue being mad at you
It's not changing what I want [that you caused]
so I hope you make it clear
we're buddies~~~ again
but you're still not being forgiven.

...tata...