[Guilty Heart Beauty Love]
I face down Listening closely with wide open ears,
Looking at the floor thinking deeply,
Trying to sort things out.. things, I really don’t understand
Disarm the pressure in the constant moment,
don’t know where am I I want to find a way back to where I belong. Find what was missing back then.
You wanted me to know you’re there you screamed you shouted but I can’t hear u no matter what…

I’m getting more lifeless each day that passes through
Travel in silence You'll find me where it's quiet...
Let the blood flow through all de spaces of the universe.

Just keep holding on..
Don’t stop searching cause it's not over..
we bleed the same way as you do..and we have the same things to go through
not sure what you're waiting for but you don't want to anymore
Wish to be some where far away from this messed up place..
somewhere unknown......somewhere without noise, only cool breeze splashing through
be the first to have the fresh air..get back that priceless smile that's been drowning inside of you

And the tallest mountain to climb all the way up
Cry it all out ..no doubts ...no more reasons to feel not good enough
nobody to please besides yourself........

Su ann

I am a question to this world
And not an answer to be heard
Or a moment that’s held in your arms
And what you’d ever say
I won’t listen anyway
You don’t know me
And I’ll never be what you want...Me to be
What do you think you’d understand
I’m a kid, no I’m a teen
You can’t take me
And throw me away
When can you learn what’s never shown
Yeah you stand here on your own
They don’t know me
Cuz I’m not here
And I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don’t feel
And I want a moment to be true
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world say I'd change
They’re the ones that are still the same
They don’t know me
Cuz I’m not here
And you see the things they'll never see
All you wanted I could be
Now you know me
And I’m not afraid
And I wanna tell you who I am
Can you help me and heal me
They can’t break me as long as I know
Who I am
They can’t see me
But I’m still here
They can’t tell me who to be
Cuz I’m not what they see
Everyone is still sleepin
’While I keep on dreamin’ for me
And their words are just whispers
And all the lies that I’ll never believe
I want a moment to be real
Wanna touch things I don’t feel
I want a moment to be true
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
I’m the one now
Cuz I’m still here
I’m the one
Cuz I’m still here
I’m still here
eternally...

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