Walk with my shadow, Listen to my heartbeat.
Walk with my shadow, Listen to my heartbeat.
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posted : Thursday, November 27, 2008
title : Nail Designs
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posted : Sunday, November 23, 2008
title : Blood-Music's Favorite Lyrics - November 08
alohaaa p-pol...
from now on, I'll be posting on a few of my favorite lyrics every month. o n by de way... it's not necessarily a new song or any top 10 or top whatever... it can b mm old songs ~ always remember ... Great Songs Live on Forever~~~ We might as well be Strangers - Keane I don't know your face no more Or feel your touch that I adore I don't know your face no more It's just a place I'm looking for We might as well be strangers in another town We might as well be living in a different world We might as well We might as well We might as well I don't know your thoughts these days We're strangers in an empty space I don't understand your heart It's easier to be apart We might as well be strangers in another town We might as well be living in a another time We might as well We might as well We might as well be strangers Be strangers For all I know of you now For all I know of you now For all I know of you now For all I know Decode - Paramore (Twilight ~!!!) How can I decide what’s right When you’re clouding up my mind? I can’t win you’re losing fight All the time Not gonna ever own what’s mine When you’re always taking sides But you won’t take away my pride No, not this time Not this time How did we get here? When I used to know you so well How did we get here? Well, I think I know how The truth is hiding in your eyes And it’s hanging on your tongue Just boiling in my blood But you think that I can’t see What kind of man that you are If you’re a man at all Well, I will figure this one out On my own (I’m screaming, “I love you so”) On my own (My thoughts you can’t decode) How did we get here? When I used to know you so well, yeah How did we get here? Well, I think I know how Do you see what we’ve done? We’ve gone and made such fools Of ourselves Do you see what we’ve done? We’ve gone and made such fools Of ourselves How did we get here? When I used to know you so well, yeah, yeah Well, How did we get here? When i used to know you so well. I think I know I think I know There is something I see in you It might kill me I want it to be true On Your Own - Nick Lacey You live with a halo round your head, This time your leaving. This place where the walls are painted red, Freedom is what you need. But if the world should ever fall apart around you, And if your lost and barely breathing, I will find you, And carry you back home. I won't forsake the only love I’ve ever known, When your out there on your own. Dark clouds they surround you in the sky, Rain falls when your sleeping. When your past the point of no return. I will take away the hurt. And if the world should ever fall apart around you, And if your lost and barely breathing, I will find you, And carry you back home. I won't forsake the only love I’ve ever known, When your out there..... And I will wait, However long it takes, Til you realize what you have been searching for, Was right here all along. Eh...yea..... When you lost the only light you had to guide you, And your cold and barely breathing, I will find you. And carry you back home, I won't forsake the only love I’ve ever known, When your out there on your own. And if the world should ever fall apart around you, And if your lost and barely breathing, I will find you, And carry you back home. I won't forsake the only love I’ve ever known, When your out there on your.... When your out there on your own. Black Tears - Anna Tsuchiya (J-Rock) `````````````````````````````````Jap Lyrics`````````````````````````````````` Asu nante konai you nito negatta yoru kazoekirenai Yume mo ai mo nakushi ame ni utareta mama naiteru… Kasaritsukenai de kono mama no watashi de ikite yukutame Nani ga hitsuyou Jibun sae shinjirezu nani wo shinjitara ii no Kotae wa chikasugite mienai Kuroi namida nagasu Watashi ni wa nani mo nakute kanashisugite Kotoba ni sae nara nakute Karadajuu ga itami dashite Taerarenai hitori dewa Yonaka ni nakitsukarete egaita jibun janai jibun no kao Yowasa wo kakushita mama egao wo tsukuru no wa yameyou… Kasaritsukenai de ikiteyuku koto wa kono yo de ichiban MUZUKASHI KOTO? Anata kara morau nara katachi no nai mono ga ii Kowareru mono wa mou iranai Kuroi namida nagashi sakendemo Shirame kao de ashita wa kite Onaji itami ni butsukaru Sonna hibi wo tsuzukeru nara Tooku kiete shimaitai Wagamama to wakattemo Kuroi namida nagasu Watashi ni wa nani mo nakute kanashisugite Kotoba ni sae nara nakute Karadajuu ga itami dashite Kuroi namida nagashi sakendemo Shirame kao de ashita wa kite Onaji itami ni butsukaru Sonna hibi wo tsuzukeru nara Tooku kiete shimaitai Wagamama to wakattemo ```````````````````````````````````````````English Trans`````````````````````````````````````` I can’t count the nights when I’ve hoped tomorrow won’t come I’ve lost my dreams and my love; lashed by the rain, I’m crying, crying, crying… What do I need to do To be able to live as I am, without dressing myself up? I can't even believe in myself, so what should I believe in? The answer is so close that I can’t see it I cry black tears I have nothing, I’m so sad Unable even to put it into words My whole body begins to ache I can’t take being alone At night I grew tired of crying and drew my face, yet it wasn’t my face I need to stop hiding my weakness and putting on a smile Is it the hardest thing in the world To live without dressing oneself up? If I could have something from you, I want something intangible I no longer need things that can break Even if I cry black tears and scream Tomorrow will come with an unfamiliar face And I’ll come up against the same pain If those days are going to continue Then I want to go far away Even though I know it's selfish of me... I cry black tears I have nothing, I’m so sad Unable even to put it into words My whole body begins to ache I can’t take being alone Even if I cry black tears and scream Tomorrow will come with an unfamiliar face And I’ll come up against the same pain If those days are going to continue Then I want to go far away Even though I know it's selfish of me... Supernatural - Flyleaf her headaches are constant increasing in pain ------Join me next Month for more Awesome Lyrics known to man------- bubye~ |
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posted : Saturday, November 22, 2008
title : Poet....I think not~
the day started ...
boring nothing much to ask for.. until Darren came up with a random idea... Lol it was around ~~ 12am - 2.30am was chatting with a few friends on9 then Darren came chatting with me too at 1st Darren was trying to comfort me cause lots of unsolved problems still hanging n its driving me NUTS....[Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!] also i just argued with my mom b4 we started chatting so Darren was asking how r u? n stuff like that n I didn't feel like saying "yea...I'm great~" "I'm fine" "Im okey~~~" because I'm really sick of saying that, ...yish ! so I told him that I had a hard time..bla bla bla # after all the sad conversations~~~ I was still feeling a lil bit down but much better than b4 [thx bro =D] I got so emo I began to write a poem.....well an emo 1 in fact .[Lame~~ i know] after 5 to 10 minutes~ he replied "sry for de late reply" I replied "nvm.. it's okey if ur busy~" bla bla bla~~~~~~~~~ then he asked "watcha doing ?" then I replied im writing an emo poem [emoooooo 4 life] when 10 to 20 minutes passed, he requested to have a "Poetry Competition ~" laughs--- hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha I chose a title which is Forever for him n de opposite of Forever for me tick tock tick tock..... after half n hour we kept on asking each other "eh u done ?" "no not yet... it SUXXXXX how bout u?" "fully crap" "so how ?" "i dunno~" "how le..mine's like shit !!" "lol" "swt" "lol" "swt" ...................... in the end I didn't want to continue dragging so we sent our own poems to each other n I couldn't stop laughing my guts out because it doesn't sound like a poem hahahhaha it doesn't rhyme at all ******LOL****** [i bet Darren was laughing bout my poem too #] eh by the way Darren if you're viewing this.. I just wanna tell your Poem is awesome~~ XD ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ it turned out l l l l v ~Darren's~ Forever... This feeling's been inside of me.. Forever.. Ive tried to make u believe.. Of all the things we could be.. How could u leave.. leave.. leave.. Maybe this loneliness is all ill ever feel.. Maybe this heart was never meant to heal.. Round and round my world's unchanging.. again and again ill keep on hoping.. im falling.. im fading.. im lost without u... this love for u is true.. ``````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````` ~Mine~ When the Sun sets.. there I'll see Twilight A light that is warm & nice.. that whispers peace & quite now I don't feel tired It shines to my face I stare with grace as we both embrace hope this beauty could really last when I hold it in my hands until I take my last breathe. I'm ready to let go.. even though I'm wanting it all cause i know Forever will never exist it splits through ever lips but as we seek not one could prove it to understand it That love is so pure that it makes you cry could never make it mine no matter how hard I try Now the moon starts to rise & stars shining bright the light as I seem to have has now come to an end It feels like we've never met. ``````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````` continue chatting.. non stop laughing "hahahaaha" "lol" "hahahaaha" "lol" "we both can nvr b a poet" "nvm next time u b rapper i b dj..." "no la...my lips arent thick enough cant rap fast" "go 4 botox" "no need to waste $$ i go kacau bees den i get free botox" "wat if they sting ur whole body ?" ".....................lol" --Fin-- |
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posted : Thursday, November 20, 2008
title : Genting Trip ~~~~ 12,13 & 14/11/08
Delayed post...sigh~ was waiting for my friends to gimme de pictures, but.......... in de end i cant get de pics cause i dun hav de usb~lol (sad case)
nvm tat i'll post up de pictures later anyways didn't expect much from this trip but it turnd out to be okey... macam drama series~lol -------------------------------------------------------------- *Action *Condom *Sorrow *Laugher *Joy *Sore *Conflict *Tears *Weather *Happiness *Pillow Fight *Anger *Scenery *Money *Casino *Bugs *Chats *Gossips *Lame Jokes *Terrifying *Unexpected *EXTREME~~ *Food *Gamble win n lose *Lost n Found ^^" *MAKE-UP on Zhi Weiiiii~~ 12 november 1st day of de trip yeahhh everyone was suppose to meet up at de bus stop at de same time but~.....obviously you know what happen late late late... wanna know siapa yang terlambat ? ISAAC N JASON ~!!! Guilty !!! evon doesn't count heheh ------------------------------------------------------- 1.took de bus Room 1 Jmie . Mei Ki . E Von . Su Ann Room 2 Wayne . Darren . Jason . Isaac . Zhi Wei Room 3 Lee Min . Wei Seng . Kar Men . Sheeranne ....sad have to go to our own room already XD bye guys..~~ i dont know about de rest..but my room is damn freakin far~ thought Jmie was joking hahahaa still walking.. just keep walking~ ~just keep walking~~ ..finally there Yawn~everyone got kinda tired or sleepy after sometime so they return to their room. During bed time errr... 2.03am .... 4 of us were all ready for bedtime, just when I was about to '' dive '' into de bed then.....knock knock again Sheeranne~wanted to come over to my room 'z z z z z z z z z' aihz...I know I sleep very late but doesn't mean 2am is early you know~!yiiish... some more can't stop talking nonsense n de last thing they were saying "eh~ Genting don't have mosquito wan hor.." so far that's what I remembered on the 1st day lah~ 13 november 2nd dayyy~ woke up 7 sumthing... ahahah can barely sleep cause of yesterday night ...got of de bed around hmm~ 8 or 9 i guess.. hehe malas gile... summore Im freezing '~' we had breakfast at Marry Brown a.k.a. Mother's Breast... I don't think it's funny~ but insulting. just de 1st ride we already split up into 3 - 4 groups...lol haih biasa lah 1st my group took de LAMESTTT ride eva ......seriously crap~ my house is even scarier than that n de 1 sitting beside me no clue why de hell was she screaming.. dont know wat was that ride called but Who CARES~~~ n at Mei Ki's group... they went to sat de Gold Card "fast n furious". 2nd ride....mmm i don't remember which was it so I'll just put it short cut lah around 6pm... Me n J also made de hand wax thingy around 7 something me n J reached our room.. mood: very pissed n tired..... there were a few ppl in our room: Mei Ki Evon Isaac Jason Wayne n Darren Short cut Short cut Short CUTTT~!! then we went to bed -the end- 14 november 3rd day... the last day of the tripo~ (ps: any of who viewed this post...I just wanna say, I'm not indirectly scolding or teasing anyone oke~ it's just a silly blog post. bubye) -to be continued- |
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posted : Saturday, November 15, 2008
title : Preparation Day for Genting 11/11/08
11/11/08 [my sister's bday]
Buying Stuff woke up at 8am...got of the bed during 9.34am hahahah [was to lazy to move] okey after the usual [brushing cleansing bathing n changing] 10 am drop by the school to return all the SPBT textbooks. 1stly met Teahuh Kisu n Nina lepak-ing outside the school, chatted for a while.Then,Jmie saw me...as always..rushes towards me shouting my name Loudly bla bla bla...after that everyone meet up Me . Mei Ki . Jmie . Json . Evon n Isaac 11.30am..(if I didn't mistaken) headed to MyDin to buy stuff that were needed for the trip.[majority Food] b4 n after we went to MyDin we rested at Json's house....no sun yay~~~ lol 1st time buying stuff at MyDin with friends weeeee~ well...too bad somehow i wasn't feelin' well...all because of some pepper soup felt dizzy ###...yish stupid sun but hey I'm still alive~~! hahahaha we bought >> -Candies.... Mei Ki...~ im gonna knock her head, she was so worried that the candies would be too expensive...in the end...each of us just paid RM1.80 for it...arrrg we could have more XD -Cocktail Winnies -Instant Noodles -Chips -Waffle Biscuit -Lipton,Jam n Bread i don't know why of all food he chose those for a trip, but ppl have their own choices ahha. [btw it's Json] the rest I can't rmb....~ 3pm.... walked back with Mei Ki after sending her back home, went to Baskin to buy my sis Ice-Cream as bday a present..... 4.30pm didn't make it to my tuition cause my Dad couldn't make it back in time to fetch me n also Mas had something to do so she didn't went either....[sorry Pn.Heng] so I was all alone at home dragging whatever I do~~~~ double check my stuff then fool around alone~~ until 2am i went to bed. hahahah ~The End~ |
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posted : Monday, November 10, 2008
title : Quiz... 40 Ques
1.Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?
eww no way 2.What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you've dated? erm... im still single ? apparently ppl who asked me on a date is always younger -_- " 3.Ever been in a car wreck? Nope 4.Have you ever been on a blind date? Nope 5.Are looks important? Not as important as Intelligence and Honesty 6.Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more?? Evon n Kar Men... 7.By what age would you like to be married? never (I'm serious) 8.Have you ever made a mistake? yeah ? duhh~ 9.What's the most you have spent for a haircut? not more than 30 bucks 10.Have you ever had a crush on a teacher? gosh kill me if i do~ 11.What song do you want played at your funeral? can't decide now 12.Would you tell your parents if you were gay? Lol i barely tell them anything 13.What would your last meal be before getting executed? what's de point to eat at a time like that ?? 14.Beatles or Stones? Beatles 15.If you had to pick one person on earth to die, who? Tho Tiek Seng !!! u bastard I'll never forget whatever u did to me ! 16.Do you have any phobias? i have public toilet phobia,guy phobia... hahaha it's odd I know 17.What are your plans for the future? Being rich n successful... getting my dream home designed by myself, helping charities as much as I can yadda yadda 18.If you were an animal what would you be? Hamster chubby but happy or a cheetah fast n furious hahahah lol 19.Hair color you like on someone you're dating? I don't really care juz don't dye any ridiculous color 20.Would you rather be blind or deaf? Deaf. it'll be hard for me to live without music but...i'd rather not hear my mom or sis nagging at me 24/7 21.Do you have any special talents? yup!!! i'm *unique* ahahhahahaha 22.What do you do as soon as you walk in the house? computer or laying on de couch 23.Do you like horror or comedy? depends 24.Are you missing anyone? Yes I've always missed him, until the end of the world.. I love you Dino 25.Where do you want to live when you are old? somewhere nice n quiet...but I don't wana live that long anyways 26.Who is the person you can count on the most? no one...sorry to say that it's not u it's me...>.< 27.If you could date any celebrity past or present, who would it be? Daniel Wu,Yun Ho,Hayami Mokomichi,Tatsuya Fujiwara,Johnny Depp,Heath Ledger,Fernando Jose hahaha...Rockers that I might admire in the future~ 28.What did you dream last night? something epic 29.What is your favorite sport to watch? B ball...~ n Snooker 30.Are you named after anyone? de investigation is still not done....I've heard many rumours bout why was i named Su Ann...but more rumours juz keeps coming coming and COMING !!! i must find de truth. 31.Non alcoholic drink? yeah 32.Alcoholic drink? YEAH BABY 33.Have you ever been in love? crush yea...love not really im confused about that word already 34.Do you sing in the shower? nehh 35.Have you ever been arrested? only by my adorable teacher Puan Ung 36.What is your favorite Holiday? as long as i get to be alone at home i like any holiday 37.Would you ever get plastic surgery? yes yes yes...i'll beat Ayumi Hamasaki hahahahah 38.Have you ever caught a fish? yes...i catch my fish everyday at home weeeeeeee~ 39.The sweetest thing someone last said to you? you should smile more, you look very pretty when you smile. 40.Tag anyone errr Kisu Jmie Nina Teahuh Me |