Name: Xuan / Su Ann
DOB and Horoscope: 20th Feb / Pisces
My Motto: Enjoy while you can, when you know it will never last.
Shout out: measure the distance... estimate how many foot steps to go on... dive into the deepest... hold on even if it's the craziest or meaningless thing, so long as tears don't shed for misery..
hei hooow~~ didnt thk I'd post bout my bday but since you lovely things have been so thoughtful won't hurt to give a Special thx to all ^^
TQ... for de Big cupcake shaped balloon lol for de wonderful cakes i recieved (3) XD for de Happy B'Day song [which repeated more than 10 times] for de presents for de...Splashing and Smashing? lolz for staying back after school~ for planing all these [ps: really don't mind if anyone forget or anything] it's also an ordinary day so tq for organizing so many things I really appreciate it but it's not necessary.... lastly..no tq for raping me~ sobz
After School...
B'day ppl~~~ hepi b'day Mahmurrrr dunno y terbalik~~~ anyways...most of de ppl weren't here...so too bad lah hahah hehe....~ Balloon [by: TCDs] Birthday Card YUPPO ! 2nd Cake..[by: sister] Phone Scarp WITH MY NAME ON IT...[by: TCDs] presents from Mun Tengg~~~ XD thank you oo This year's 1st bday present... Anime : Tactics [by: sis n peter] Red Packet [by: Mom] Mom's version of my bday cake ? [Zheng Tan] Biscuits [by: Poh Juan] Necklace with engraving..[by: Karunaaaa~] Condom Keychain~~~ zadao [by:Darren, Zhi Wei and Wei Zhen] Jacket I've always wanted =) [by: Mei Ki,Jaymie and Evon] Hoody~
Super Duper Special Thankies to...
TCDs ♥ Masie~~~~ <3 Kisssuuu TeaHUH !! The Ninaaa 8"D love yal loads...so stop raping me~
"The Gang 208" ♥ Wei Seng "Lonely Prince" Lee Min Lui Lui... Ah Sien hello kitty LAO GONG... JoBen~ =.=" 5 of u tolong jangan bully saya boleh tak ???
Family♥ Sis Pete aka.. F.B.I.L Mom Dad
5H pupils, 5I pupils and other classes~~ ♥ LAO PO~~~ san fu lei la E von =) 1st person to sms me at 12am woohoo Ushaaaaa Harith 1st person to wish me on msn Xing Zhu~ Marvin 1st person to wish me at facebook Karunaaaa..Thank you very very much oo~ Oh ya POH JUAN !! tq so much for your biscuits! Mok Wei Min hahahaha JayMIE ! Hema Seisha Ryan Raid Wei Zhen Selva Kah Chun Zhi Wei Jason THIN Afiq Esther Yen Leng ^^ Sook Juin Wei Siong Ting Sheng Chi Kei Sheranne bla bla bla.....................
Malay Boys~♥ Mahmur [Happy 17th Birthday to you too =D] Nik GLORY Zairul....1st person to splash water on me n 1st person to gimme cake facial [u watch out !!] Shakir Hafiz Basir Iqbal Aqil Syazwan Ali Zaidi @ Baskin Robbins Nadhirah @ Baskin Robbins
Church peeps, Pen Pals and Old Classmates♥☺ Pastor Andy Mun Teng Alvin Schaefer Joel VJ Jeremy May Chen Justina Kok Wing Apple Jin Jon Guan Wei Le Kyril D Soul n de rest of de ppl that i dunno hahah [sorry~#] err ~ so sorry if I'd missed out anyone.
22.02.09
Was suppose to reach pyramid at 1pm, but had to do a few urgent things so I reached there at 2.06pm, went to the arcade to meet up with everyone... at first I was watching Wei Seng and Jaymie playing DDR. After that Evon,Mei Ki,Sheranne and Lee Min showed up~ [went to buy tickets for the movie] later on..before we left the arcade, Darren, Zhi Wei, Wei Zhen and Xing Zhu came.. then Darren pulled out a black plastic bag and said Happy Belated B'day~ well guess what.. it was a key chain with a condom inside [swt"~] Darren asked "do you like it ?" I said "yea I love it..~" He replied "use it by this year" my respons "............." then the usual..round the bush~~ Wei Seng and Jaymie were still playing DDR and Jason play the usual..Rock Fever~~ yada yada yada~~~~ after that we're all ready to enter the cinema Mei Ki and Evon chose the movie>>The Curious Case of Benjamin Button lol went in late XD... it is quite an interesting story~ and it's a 3 hour movie..wow my ass hurts! tears would have fall~ but........ Jaymie (the person sitting next to me and sheranne) cannot stop crying LOL~ 1 and a half non stop in a theater it's like she's on behalf of us..~~ hahah and I thought she was just having flu at 1st~# well.... in a good way, it proves that she a very caring person [aww~] when we finished watching the movie..... my ass was numb most of us went to the toilet after using the toilet...I recieved another present from Mei Ki, Evon and Jaymie~ it was an awesome black hoody that I've always wanted to buy for myself my god....I feel so stingy ~~~ Thank You so much aa... muak muak muaks ^w^ at 6 o'clock all of us gotta rush to Yuen and have dinner~ then suddenly Mei Ki and a few people called and said they have to stay back for something.. sigh... wouldn't wana be a party pooper so the rest of us were on the way to Yuen when we're just half way there it starts to RAIN !! heavily in fact... in around 30 minutes time me,LeeMin,Sheranne,Wei Zhen,Ting Sheng and Zhi Wei struggling to reach there..why la ? of all times it has to rain at this time ??? kenapaaaa !! we're all soaked especially Sheranne's hair..[kesian lo #] when we reached there.... makan looo what else~~ the food was ok ... Ah Sien & Wei Seng couldn't stop bullying kids from taking ice-cream and chicken wings~ swt siut.. Mei Ki even took a video of them snatching chicken wings from little children~ after my tummy was fully filled..I check my hand phone and there were more than 7 missed calls and one of them were Karuna...so I message him and ask why did he call me.. and he called back again, this time I picked up and he wishws me Happy Belated B'day and asked me do I like the present ? Huh ? *Blur...* so I asked which is yours ? well he didn't wana tell me so after talking to him on the phone... Evon came to me and gave me the present that Karuna was gonna give me [shocked] it's a beautiful necklace with engraving from 'Scorpion silver' and I'm guessing it's not gonna be cheap~ after that...Evon told me why were they stayingback just now, they went back in the cinema to look for the necklace around 20 minutes cause someone dropped it by accident...haih really felt like crying but I kept controlling myself ..wouldn't wana make myself look like a panda~ lastly...half of them went off, I thought they're rushing back home or something.. after a while..... (everyone singing) Happy Birthday Song those who went out all came in at the same time with a lovely chocolate strawberry cake man...so hard to hold my tears wei~ blushing ^^" After dinner... most them went back home and the rest stayed and lepak outside lagoon~ doing all sorts of random things.. Forcing each person to go in the fountain thingy lol...once again I'm soaked Acting like some jinjang Soulja Boy Dance Para para Sakura Dance Terrorist dancing~~ shuffling dance moves took pictures with everyone XD [Those were all Darren and Wei Seng's Brilliant Ideas, a lot of videos were recorded btw =)]
My speech~
Not all things are explainable with words...[well,actually a lot of things.....~] Especially on this memorable day 22.2.09 that I will remember until the day I can't breathe this life again. I can make this the longest post I have ever written, but I could only express 40 % of how happy I am. The only word that could come out of my mouth was Thank you . [really don't know what to say] I could still remember how I met each of you.. There's always gonna be good times and bad times revolving around us no matter what happens we're all friends..crazy ones in fact ! and here I could only say It's nice to have met you. Happy 17th Birthday indeed ^^ thank you so much.
title : Blood-Music's Favorite Lyrics - February 09
Pieces - Sum 41
I tried to be perfect But nothing was worth it I don’t believe it makes me real I thought it’d be easy But no one believes me I meant all the things I said
If you believe it’s in my soul I’d say all the words that I know Just to see if it would show That I’m trying to let you know That I’m better off on my own
This place is so empty My thoughts are so tempting I don’t know how it got so bad Sometimes it’s so crazy That nothing can save me But it’s the only thing that I have
If you believe it’s in my soul I’d say all the words that I know Just to see if it would show That I’m trying to let you know That I’m better off on my own (On my own)
I tried to be perfect It just wasn’t worth it Nothing could ever be so wrong It’s hard to believe me It never gets easy I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it’s in my soul I’d say all the words that I know Just to see if it would show That I’m trying to let you know That I’m better off on my own
Say Goodnight - The Click Five
Our seperation has it's faults But i don't wanna leave it all So write the letters in teary ink I just need some time to think And i just need some time to breathe
Baby just say goodnight I'll be gone tomorrow Baby just close your eyes I can't take the sorrow Baby just walk away You know i can't stay There's no easy way to say goodbye So baby just say goodnight
We're in a spell that never ends The empty hourglass wore me thin So let the phone do it's work Your voice is heaven But it hurts Your words are memories But they burn
Baby just say goodnight I'll be gone tomorrow Baby just close your eyes I can't take the sorrow Baby just walk away You know i can't stay There's no easy way to say goodbye So baby just say goodnight
Baby don't say goodbye Baby just close your eyes And dream,tomorrow's on it's way So just walk away
Baby just say goodnight I'll be gone tomorrow Baby just close your eyes I can't take the sorrow Baby just walk away You know i can't stay There's no easy way to say goodbye So baby just say goodnight
Baby just say goodnight
Your Love is a Lie - Simple Plan
I fall asleep by the telephone. It's two o'clock and I'm waiting up alone. Tell me, where have you been? (where have you been) I found a note with another name. You blow a kiss but it just don't feel the same. 'Cuz I can feel that you're gone. (feel that you're gone) I can’t bite my tongue forever, while you try to play it cool. You can hide behind your stories, but don’t take me for a fool!
You can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it!) You can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it!) You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know Your love is just a lie! (Lie! Lie!) It's nothing but a lie! (Lie! Lie!)
You look so innocent, But the guilt in your voice gives you away. Yeah, you know what I mean (know what I mean) How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you And do you think about me when he fucks you? Could you be more obscene? (be more obscene) So don't try to say you're sorry, or try to make it right. And don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late!
You can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it!) You can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it!) You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know Your love is just a lie! (Lie!) Lie! (Lie!) It's nothing but a lie! (Lie!) Lie! (Lie!) You're nothing but a lie!
You can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it!) You can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it!) You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know Your love is just a lie! I know, you're nothing but a lie! (Lie!) Lie! (Lie!) You're nothing but a a lie! (Lie!) Lie! (Lie!) Your love is just a lie!
All Over You - The Spill Canvas
Yeah he's a looker, but I really think it's guts that matter most. I displayed them for you, strewn out about from coast to coast.
I am easily make believe, just dress me up in what you want me to be. I'll take back what I've been saying for quite some time now.
I gotta feel you in my bones again, I'm all over you. I'm not over you. I wanna taste you one more time again, I'm all over you. I'm not over you.
In my daydreams, in my sleep, infatuation turning into disease. You could cure me, see all you have to do now is please try. Give it your best shot and try. All I'm asking for is love, but you never seem to have enough.
I gotta feel you in my bones again, I'm all over you. I'm not over you. I wanna taste you one more time again, I'm all over you. I'm not over you. This life is way too short to get caught up in all this stuff when I just want you to love me back, why can't you just love me back?
Why can't you just love me back? (why can't you, why can't you) Why can't you just love me back? (why can't you, why can't you) Why can't you just love me back? (why can't you, why can't you just love)
I gotta feel you in my bones again, I'm all over you. I'm not over you. I wanna taste you one more time again, I'm all over you. I'm not over you. This life is way too short to get caught up and all mixed up when I just want you to love me back, why can't you just love me back?
Why won't you just love me back?
Why can't you just love me back?
Elevator - The Pussycat Dolls
If we can stop fighting each other Long enough for us to see that, see that, see that That we are stronger together than separate babe You gotta believe that -lieve that -lieve that But you love me today, don't want me around tomorrow Every time you change your mind, I follow caught up, all up in your maze and I'm so dizzy babe Can't keep going back and forth on these waves I'm getting sea sick, sea sick, sea sick
Like the way we were before and I wanna know If we can go back to the days when we was close Sometimes I think I'm so low Think you don't want me no more And I've gotta get up off this see-saw
Like an elevator, we go up, and we go down Down, down, like an elevator We touch the sky and touch the ground Ground, ground like an elevator You're stuck on one while I'm pressing three Then we end up on the fourth floor And then we disagree Then you keep on blamin' me But I wish that you would see that I'm just trying to elevate you Like an elevator
Take you higher, t- t- take you higher That I'm just trying to elevate you Like an elevator Take you higher, t- t- take you higher That I'm just trying to elevate you Like an elevator
And I feel like we're speaking two different languages It's hard to read ya, read ya, read ya But I know if you at least try to make it half way I swear that I'll meet ya, meet ya, meet ya But we can't have a conversation without beefing Yellin' back and forth for no good reason I won't let you leave and you keep asking me to stay One of us better figure out what we want Cause I'm getting a headache, headache, headache
Like the way we were before and I wanna know If we can go back to the days when we was close Sometimes I think I'm so low Think you don't want me no more And I've gotta get up off this see-saw
Like an elevator, we go up, and we go down Down, down, like an elevator We touch the sky and touch the ground Ground, ground like an elevator You're stuck on one while I'm pressing three Then we end up on the fourth floor And then we disagree Then you keep on blamin' me But I wish that you would see that I'm just trying to elevate you Like an elevator
Oh if there's any man who understands what I'm saying Won't you help me Say yeah, yeah, yeah Oh there's gotta be some women who feeling the way I'm feeling Say yeah, yeah, yeah I'll take the blame if it that'll make this go stop I'll hold for you if we can make it to the top But we gotta find a way to break down these walls baby I'm waitin' on you, stop waitin' on me Damn this elevator!
Like an elevator, we go up, and we go down Down, down, like an elevator We touch the sky and touch the ground Ground, ground like an elevator You're stuck on one while I'm pressing three Then we end up on the fourth floor And then we disagree Then you keep on blamin' me But I wish that you would see that I'm just trying to elevate you
Crush - David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight Something happened for the first time Deep inside It was a rush What a rush 'Cause the possibility That you would ever feel the same way About me It's just too much Just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth All I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized So mesmerized And I've just got to know
[chorus] Do you ever think When you're all alone All that we could be Where this thing could go Am I crazy or falling in love Is it real or just another crush Do you catch a breath When I look at you Are you holding back Like the way I do 'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away But i know this crush ain't going Away Going away
Has it ever crossed your mind When we're hanging, Spending time, girl, are we just friends Is there more Is there more See it's a chance we've gotta take 'Cause I believe that we can make this Into something that'll last Last forever Forever
[chorus]
Why do I keep running from the truth (Why do I keep running) All I ever think about is you (All I ever think about) You got me hypnotized (Hypnotized) So mesmerized (mesmerized) And I've just got to know
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Walk with my shadow, Listen to my heartbeat.
Kisu
Mas
Teahuh
Nina
Evon
Mei Ki
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Jaymie
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Chi Kei
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Darren Soh
Chan Tong
Jade Tan
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Wee liem
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Mun Teng
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