Walk with my shadow, Listen to my heartbeat.
Walk with my shadow, Listen to my heartbeat.
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posted : Thursday, April 30, 2009
title : 5J is a great class^^
Hey guys...
Today's kind of like a good / bad day, we have Gotong Royong & Ceramah~ bla bla blaaaaaa after the lame assembly we went back to class and it was time to start cleaning the whole classroom until it's spotless!!! I was about to take a deep breath start shouting at each of them to do their duty cause I thought the class would be too careless to clean the class. Surprisingly 80% of the class was really supporting & helpful [awww~ so touch!] for the rest who didn't help out go die lah~ stuuuupid people.But nevermind that we shall ignore those people... A lot of them were very hard working we cleaned the fans, arraged the tables and chairs,clean teacher's table,wiped the windows,cleaned the tables,cleaned the black board,swipped out a big bunch of garbage and also took the bottles n papers to recycle to save money for the class ain't that just sweet and I have to say the class looks Awesome!! If those afternoon sessions ever dirty up the class again I'm gona rip you little pity peoples head off man. When 2 periods passed all of us when for cerameh in MPB room well it's boring just like ay other cerameh lol luckily Darren, Selva n Perissan was sitting behind us so we can at least chat for a while. This is when the day starts bad for me.... Stomach Ache~~~ only girls would really understand how I feel at this time T.T freaking painful so during recess I went to find something hot to eat which is curry noodles..but it didn't help at all errrrrrh~! soI went to ask for hot water which I waited n waited n waited~ shis. And even after drinking that very hot cup of water I still feel like killing myself rather than suffering the pain until know DX mummy ahhhhhhhhhh~ Luckily Lee Min and Joben was there to help me call my mom n dad to pick me up Thank You sooo much leeeee esspecially Lee Min ooo muacks muacks kai ma love you ne thanks for helping me packing my stuff . Eventhough I really wana say thanks but I really can't say a single word~~ uuhhhh half dead and then before my mom reach my class I rushed to the toilet n well vomit... [I'm having a horrible time right nowwwwww#] D= special thanks to my mom sorry for being so hot tempered just now I was just really uncomfortable~~~ no matter how many unhappy thing we have been through in the family I love you mom ♥ ♥ ♥ |
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posted : Friday, April 24, 2009
title : F**ked up outing
I apologize to those who made it all the way to Pyramid and nothing turned out right Evon-Mei Ki-Darren-KarMen-Lee Min, after this so called b'day celebration I'm never gonna help organize any shit ever again. Mock my words you two are never gonna be forgiven, cause you're both irresponsible and pathetic....lousy friends. Hope you guys would act like you don't know at all. So I won't have to feel my head aching when you annoy me....I've been always in a damn screwed up situation in the family and it's not like you don't know, I can't blame you if you don't fully understand how frustrating it is. I've been changing a lot this year cause I really don't have time for myself not even my bed time. And why you two have to do such a thing in such a situation, after we wasted our time discussing n planing, wasted my credit sending you all msgs, have to rush home, lie to my mom, used all my money until I have to owe them money, and begging for people to go~ If you thk cyber cafe is that much more important than celebrating your b'day just tell us la.. Who the heck do you thk you are ? having people sacrifice and got into so much trouble and all you can do was going to cyber cafe and not bothered to tell anyone ?? erh~ *middle finger* so much for being fair.
U suck! haiz.. well let's talk about the happy thing instead shall we ? *pictures will be posted up soon* |
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title : To this person
I have no idea how to explain it to you cause there are things that made me really grumpy, since I can't find the words to say might as well just type in down so HOPEFULLY I can stopping repeating the same scene every time I'm with you : chatting and playing in class then after certain period~ you start annoying me in a way that it isn't funny at all...and let's just say I don't thk it's fun being whacked,punch or slapped by a friend even if we're hyperactive, if you wana play then play, don't F**kin hit me so hard repeatedly and every time when I get pissed you'll start saying why are you so short tempered?
WTF? I love being isolated so I'm clearly kind enough to hang out with you all the time even when I'm tired, not having permission or having a tight schedule. I didn't want to say this but you gave me no choice...Honestly you have not been having much friends in this schl, so fine~ you already messed up your own impression since the 1st month you entered my class so we ignored you whenever we see you, you've been falling asleep on the table from 1st period to the last period everyday and no one bothered after sometime I started giving you a second chance and I start off by asking you to come join us on IU Day. After a few days you became very close to me... and I'm certainly ok with it even when the rest kept thking n saying that we "like" each other~ it didn't distract me....cause everyone deserves to be threated well, but after you met one of my friend that transfered to our class and realized she's got a lot incommen with you. I'm fine with that cause I know I'm not a person to chat with, so as day passes you two became besties and well I'm the normal friend and when she's not there you come to me, any conflict that you both had I'll always do what I can to help..until one day you both had a huge fight and she refuses to talk to you no matter what, that's when you came to me everyday sat next to me eat with me hang out with me ..... here's a thing that I've already told you, I could have just ignored you like I should..cause I hate people using me as a spare friend F U man.I wouldnt bother to talk to you if it wasn't for for the situation you have~anywayz screw that. 24/04/09 clearly we're just taking pictures in the girls room, who would bother to gossip bout you in the toilet?.... I don't deserve to be criticized by your words just because you are ~~ Paranoid ? whatev lah as if you would understand or maybe you just don't want to..... DO NOT EVER INSULT ME OR CRITICIZE FOR THINGS I DIDN'T DO! if you still wana thk the way like before ...... go ahead. At this point straightening things out is a waste of time when it comes to you. |
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posted : Wednesday, April 22, 2009
title : I love my black hoody >=D
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posted : Sunday, April 19, 2009
title : 5J 2009 Rock out LOUD !!
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posted : Friday, April 17, 2009
title : desperate for photoshop!
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posted : Friday, April 10, 2009
title : Random Poem
Don't worry I'm not crying..
knowing that I'm falling but dignity's still standing I'll hold onto the wings of an eagle and journey to another world can't see what's wrong but nothing goes on Try to leave a light on when I'm gone ? I'd prefer if you'd turn it off and move on so I won't see your shadow and I'd better left all alone cause I don't rely on to live on to think that something could keep me warm for long anymore I'm sick of feeling sore tired of healing it once more. Xuan |
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title : It's my baby's Birthday~ =D
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