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Walk with my shadow, Listen to my heartbeat.







posted : Monday, June 29, 2009
title : Transformers ii
oww hell yeah
it is d ultimate Awesomeness my lord Jesus
woo~hoo...
the graphics are totally out of this world
but it made me a lil dizzy
o mama ur missing the whole point bout being Hip~~
give up all that pointless drama that always ends up the same =.="
hahahahaha
I certainly won't mind watching it again
n I didn't know it's originally a Japanese anime to begin with
damn, Americans should really stop "Improvising" other ppl's work
although it is Good~
ow ow the movie also played my current fav song 21 Guns by Green Day ahhhhh
the stupid thing is I can't imagine me crying for Optimus Prime's death instead of Shia
hahahahahah
n just d other day I teased 1 of my classmate, crying for a robot instead of a romantic love story LOL LOL LOL LOL
well actually I even sobbed when Bumblebee got capture in part 1...
ahhhh y m I feeling so Lameeee
erm but de ending wasn't that exciting cause The Fallen died too easily~
aw nvm the whole point of it is just to once again say
Transformers . . . Rock oN ~~!!!!

Bumblebee ure so cute !!

get well real sooon kisu=D

posted : Sunday, June 28, 2009
title : Take A Bow
1st thing..
I damn FUCKING finished that damn Art Foliooooooo
yeaaaa babehhhh look how freakin' thick it is, no wonder is a 6 months project. shis
now de final thing to finish is de water color paper thing WA haha



2nd thing...
Today is officially my last day of being a crew staff at Baskin Robbins (Taipan)
also a shout out to Aref*** new staff : ^ure Awesome^ its been great working wit ya
25 july 08 - 28 june 09 {End}
so long~



my last time walking to work...


last time having my name on schedule


n er.. juz wana post dis pic cause de icing looks so cute hoh hoh


n uh~~ this is de new cash register *touch screen~ lmao* btw tats Ardy's head hahha

*n so I bid goodbye*

posted : Saturday, June 27, 2009
title : Michael Jackson~People are just inattentive & shallow
finally fixed my layout~~~
ok
everyone is talking bout de same topic

"OMG Michael Jackson's dead !!"
..........................
bla bla blah~
hey this is why I'm proud of being an apathetic
instead of being a typical person who only pays attention to someone when something shocking happens, before Michael J died~ people wud say "why care? it's not like ima fan or a friend.." same goes to Heath Ledger, Farrah, Picasso, Shakespeare, Elvis & the rest. come on you need someone to die to get credit ??? what's the point of Picasso having all that attention n glory when he's already dead ? wud you want that for yourself ? When people are still alive, you criticize them think negative bout them n look.. now everywhere on TV, Yahoo, MSN...is telling everyone how talented & what a special kid Michael Jackson is bla bla shit...before that it's just all about his hideous face O.O
besides celebs, there's also similar problems for example

Crush & Love
either it's a Crush or True Love
it will never last forever

Relationships
Friends, Relatives, Lover,Siblings, Parents, Working Buddies yadda yadda
can never ever count on any of them for a 100 % or even an 80 %

don't care if you'd disagree
cause this is the real world you're living in.

RIP Michael Jackson

New Quote : People make reality suck so bad.

posted : Wednesday, June 24, 2009
title : Bittersweet
I wake up everyday for a great day
but the words from my mom is hatred
depressed but all I can do is change and get to school
and when school starts the real horror begins
I have more than 50 classmates
but none were my friends
well they'll be my "friends"
just when they want something from me
until I lost all my belongings,
shs~ who wanted you assholes to talk to me anyways
they even laughed at me knowing my parents are old
bullied me by taking my stuff
pinching me
hiding my books
scratch my hands with all sorts of pens
until it has almost every color on my both hands
cuts my hair, takes my fees and hides it somewhere and so on
all I did was face down and try to get myself forget em
teachers hated me cause I'm slow in absorbing bout what they're teaching,
whole class was giggling when I was being punished
and my FAVOURITE TEACHER was being sarcastic
and I still remembered when I was 7
I got into the bus when school ended
the bus reached my house and as I was getting down
a pathetic 8 year old kid pushed me down the bus,
I tripped and fell and felt dizzy
at last realized that my mouth was freaking bleeding
and they just ignored so as the bus driver
so I went in the house tearing,
my hopeless life continue day by day
and sometimes it gets worse
continued for 6 whole years in primary school
asking myself why is life so unfair for me,
I tried to believe in love and mercy,
but nothing in this world could prove it to me,
or even fake it to me,
I hold my mom/dad's hand,
and they always shake my hand off,
my mom shouts about any pressure she had in work,
well my dad just sits there living the Fucking useless life,
my sister is having pressure of her own,
since my parents are so out of control,
and I was the only one she could let go her anger to,
I was being tortured in ways I hate so much,
but it's too much to even describe,
when I thought that god is the one I can talk to and depend on,
at the end it just feels like he isn't there at all...
and maybe this life is just a Fucking huge mistake,
I tried cutting myself but unfortunately I'm still here
I'd be glad if my parents get a divorce.

And now, I realized that life isn't so bad
cause it's because of those things that made me stronger
Fuck those "friends" now try to erase those doings talk to me on Friendster Msn or Facebook
please... I'm not that defenseless, you'll soon will meet Karma
but don't worry I won't do anything
cause I know you'll get it before you all die...
have seen you people this few years
and seems like not much has change
still ugly and childish
but a lot of upgrade in the cursing,
indeed you people live such a sad life
especially to Tho Tiek Seng and Tee Hong Soon
Never ever in my life I'd wana see you cause my eyes felt like this bleeding
& the Idiot who Beat me up de the public toilet
you gave me my worst fear a moment there
but if you ever let me see you again
I'll smack so hard your penis will be smaller than your pinkie got it ?
You're all indescribable
Sometimes I hate you
Sometimes I hate myself for being with you
Sometimes I felt stupid just wanting a peaceful meal with all of you
Sometimes I just wana walk my own road
and leave the rest behind
but at the end
I realize I love you guys
we're having many difficulties
but when I take a deep breath
and see things clearly
I find this life is pretty amazing
cause of the problems that made me tremble & but understand
It's those fools who made me protect myself
& guess what I found tons of awesome buds right now
Worked & worked for money that was my only reason
but other things I love about it is
I feel really independent
the world is filled with things I want to learn
and maybe just maybe
I fucking love my screwed up life
cause it made me the tough weirdo I know I am ^w^

New Quote: Life is just simply Bittersweet

posted : Saturday, June 20, 2009
title : Camp Fire Night
mp... didnt took much pics but is better than nothin'

it sucks
last two years was way better~
if it wasn't for u guys i wudden even bother to look at de booth whn they were selling de tickets Arrrrr
ok i was rushing to walk back home from work at 5pm
den Mei Ki wanted to gimme a lift to school [kisses]
but unfortunately i wasnt ready whn her mom arrived
Paisehhh
so after changing n looking for my badge [entrance ticket]
well was really impolite of me to let them wait for me so long
Sorry Darling~~
so i stuffed all my make up to a plastic bag n got in de car
i apologized to her mom but its still rude though
I am sooooo Sorry Auntie D=
after reaching der was quiet excited cause i saw my "ppl"
(Masie,Kisu,ShenYang,Teahuh,Kisu & JMIE!!)
yeah its always a pleasure to see em
de scene wasn't really comfortable for me
cause lik i said i juz changed n got on de car
so basically my shoe lance wasn't tied properly
hair still wet
haven't put on make up
n ya de scouts wudden let me in~ ARRR i juz wanted to go to de toilet la ah dong
o ya by sayin ARRR reminds me
de dress code was Pirate
but, u know de spirits of Malaysians
not much ppl cared...especially me
wahahhahah~
Wayne said I'm more suitable for Matrix hahhaha
n back to de story, the opening was Awesome !!!
because Karuna was in it Durrrr
n it was full wit Awesomeness 8O
Rock on!! Karunaaa
it was a fire performance [fire juggling n fire dancing ?]
hahah yea its... I'll say it again AWESOME BABEH
besides tat de rest of de activities.. didn't really catch my attention
i was whining since then, luckily we get to eat hehehe
but after de meal we seek out some of of "my ppl" n cam whore in a diff pose instead of pouting n stratching eyes real big hahahah
after tat i still felt really thirsty
so no choice but to buy de drinks
n guess wat i bought 2 packets of juice for RM2 each
wtf ?? haiz even de seller was : e heheh~ ya 2 riggit
=.="""""""""
at this time finally i found Mei Ki n Evon lol not for long de whole thing started again
den they had this play of a kid who's dream to bcome a pirate whn he grows up to be an adult... it could hav been ok but de mic really sucks
o o i almost forgot de band is good ^ ^
for a live performance is very good [thumbs up]
n err after losing my patience...
KarMen's bf was outside of our school
hallelujah babeh
so me n Lee Min followed n thought tat we're going home straight but den Kar Men suggested tat we go to Century at Summit USJ
since i like playin pool, of course i agree la n Lee Min said ok let's go
den whn I was playing de second game...
Mei Ki called n ask me whr am I ?
I was shocked cause I thought she knew I left earlier
cause Lee Min said tat she msged Evon n also Sheeranne called her
so..
I am very SORRY aaa Mei Ki ~~~
forgive me laaaa i didnt mean a thing about it leeeeee
sorry sorry sorry la Lao po.

Su Ann . Kar Men . Lee Min
end of de day...~ at Century

n err yea tats wat Camp Fire Night was lah so Im off to bed now.

posted : Thursday, June 18, 2009
title : Friends will be Friends
ok.. Ive been through this loads of times

we're not perfect !!!

aren't you all tired of what you're doing for so long?

I posted this in Friendster's Group last time,
and it seems like a lot you viewed it
but never seem to get rid of the bad habit

This is the post
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

first thing...
I really thk we sud do sumthing bout our scolding ,judging n gossipin
ok after kar men got rid of tat biacth..
Im startin to realize tat this is actually very very wrong
cause after de biacth left our group...suddenly kah chun became de next person to get rid off..
if kah chun really leave our group....who'll be next ?
this will continue until all of us go our own way..~
I seriously don't want sumthing lik this to happen
cause it's very stupid to spilt up juz because of sum AP (attitude prob)
it's an easy math...if ur de 1 havin de AP then try to change
n if ur de 1 complaining bout de prob...then thk twice 'izit really such a big problem..?'
if it's not then dun bring it up...
I have to admit tat I do judge ppl when their not around n bein to choosey sumtimes...
n I am truly sorry for saying things like this...
chi kei im sorry kah chun im sorry wei seng im sorry...
I'll try to control myself from gossipin....cause i know it really hurts de person very much~

IMPORTANT

I dun care wat kind of imperfections tat any of us have I dun care if ur poor,imature,hot tempered,backstepper,simple minded or anything don't need to act n be sumthing ur not
I juz wana let u guys know tat u guys r de best of the best
I love u all very much....
so I wish de gossipin can really stop.

[Updated on: , 02/28/08 12:25 AM ]

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

What was written by me is right.

but why are we still focusing on the bad stuff about our friends/family?

is it so hard to love each other ??? do you feel better by hurting others?

when you continue being like this you'll end up regretting forever.

when you realized that you can never see that person talk to that person or even hear that person's voice

you will wish that you could erase all the childish behavior

and when you reach that stage... it's too late for anything

cause we can't turn back time to redo what was wrong

and should really learn to do the right things in life n no doubts

indeed I hate it when people quarrel... but as times people will quarrel and make a stand when they think you are wrong. At the end of it, best thing is to keep moving forward

think over what was the problem, change and bring a smile start a new day.

a person once told me, Don't give them what they deserve but Give them what they need.

and believe me it is the right choice.


New Quote : We're all just humans..


posted : Tuesday, June 16, 2009
title : Impression from u to me
hello if u r slightly closer to me ur name might b featured in this quiz.

1. Who is Annoying ?
-Wei Seng & Nizam [duuuuuurrrr]

2.Who is Aggressive ?
- erm my mom & Kar Men

3.Who is always over reacting ?
- Lee Min [hahahahah]

4.Who's got the most self confidence ?
- eeee... Darren
- Sheeranne

5. Who's Blur ?
-Evon & Jmie

6. Who's the Sweet one ?
- Kisu & E von

7. Who is Weird in a lot of ways ?
- Chi Kei

8. Who is Popular ?
- hey a lot laaaaaa

9. Who is the Tough one ?
- Masie n Bartok lo

10. Who is the Creative one ?
- Teahuh

11. Who is the Kind one ?
- errr....everyone thinks its themselves skip!!

12. The Loud ?
- JOBENNNN & KARMENNNN

13. The very very Horny one ?
- I have to say all de dudes lol

14. The cute one? [guy n girl]
- Jmieeee & Lee Min
-Tunku

15. The Guy/Girl Magnet?
- My dog

16. Who is Lame ?
- Jason

17. Who is Weird but Funny ?
- Ardika

18. Who is Sincere ?
- Eddy

19. Who is the responsible one ?
- Faiz

20. Who's got Great sense of music ?
-Nazeri
-Marissa
-Kisu

21. Who's got Great body ?
- Mei Ki

22. Who is the Easy Going one ?
- E von

23. Who is the Lazy one ?
- Me ?

24. Who is the perfect one ?
- Jackson

25. Who is the wise one ?
- Pastor Andy

26. Who is the friendly one ?
- Tze Quan

27. Who is the Sensitive one ?
- Kah Chun

28. Who is the Quite one?
- err me lo unless im too stressed out i get hyper

29. The Hyperactive one?
- 5J mates

30. Who is full with crap ?
- Isaac

31. Who needs help ?
- Paris Hilton... we're not friends but I just want you to know youre a waste of generation

32. Who do you hate the most right now ?
- The lil hoe [you suck YES]

33. Who would be your choice of a role model?
- mm.. neh juz feel comfortable bein me

34. Who is a spoil brat?
- *headache* a lot a lot a lot

35. Who do you feel comfortable with ?
- anyone of course, but obviously not all the time DURRR

36. What's with no.7 & 17 ?
-No.17 ~ to everyone they are weird but it just makes u laugh when they are laughing about something that isn't as funny as they say it would be =D

37. Who is the Smartest?
-errrm... everyone with their own unique ability lah

38. Who is flirty ?
- Afiq n Harith haiz you both need help

39. Who is a wimp ?
- Wei Seng

40. Lastly Who is Ugly ?
- Tho Tiek Seng !!! yea i said it *tako dance* ure UGLY

posted : Monday, June 15, 2009
title : Mocking ~
woohoo
well that's straight forward ^^"
indeed in this post we! [me n kisu feat. wei seng, masie n puffy]
will mock silly ppl with their silly expressions when they r taking silly photos
hahahhahahahhahaa
hmp we're juz too bored at Master Mind so juz bear with us.
wei seng n mas weren't really into this, we juz force them to waaaa hah hah




















Special featured**

Shakir's hat hahah mas folded it like a lip

o btw
i
cut
my
Hair !!
- song of the day 3oh3 -Don't trust me I'm addicted to it and when i went to usj 9 where ever i go people listen to de same song [creepy~] o well it is a nice anyways~~~

posted : Saturday, June 13, 2009
title : Bun!
AHHHH! I am here to invade your planet Raaaaaaawwwwwrrrr

*gaspo* could it be?
a giant pao with an adorable expression, that smells chocolaty waiting for me to eat it ???

it's on my hand =D aww so cute !

hahaha juz kidding, is it's a phone strap ~ n I think most of you all know bout it since it's quite popular right now. I bought the biggest one hoohohoo
n it really does smell like a real bread n puffy ~ wat could be better than this XD
Im gonna name you Puffy! yupooo



n no i dont think its too big on a phone. tq~~

posted : Friday, June 5, 2009
title : my new phone - Xpress Music

obviously i paste on de yupo~







Thank you Bartok for de Awesome phone~~~^w^

posted : Monday, June 1, 2009
title : My Diary of Beauty *Masks* 我的美丽日記
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