well... SPM is just 2 weeks away so it has come to my decision to stop blogging starting now until 14 of Dec....
so to de rest of de people Good Luck n stay Alive.

here's a video from a dude called ARCHIEzzle.... i think this video is beautiful.



Hibernating Season Begins~~~~~~~
enjoy the vid.

woohoo this is my 111 post on this blog

btw happy belated birthday to Mas [hope u like de locket n de card =)]
n up coming birthdays are Lee Min n Evon

oh yea to those who got food poisoning from prom
Get Well Soon = )

Anyways this is my very first time celebrating Halloween hehe (well kinda~~)
I had de longest Cartoon Marathon yet~ it's "The Simpsons"
it was filled with mysteries, man eating creatures, Homer the next grim reaper, Maggie turning into an Alien n blood blood BLOOD muaaaaaaaaahahahaa.....
and no one was home to bother me do anything hahahahahahahaaaaaaaa
sigh, If we get to go trick or treat I'd definitely dress up as a Hobo
too bad we don't have that kind of celebrations here.. You knock on someones door you'll end up being chase by a woman holding a broom, locked up in jail or something hah. ow btw The Simpsons are on until 10am so if you can't sleep go watch it on Star World okey X) . I was also waiting for Halloween episode from other cartoons, but apparently most of them didn't have it.. and those who have, stunk.. even a baby can fall a sleep watching those LOL.

Lastly I have to say HAPPY HALLOWEEN YOU GUYS~~~ see ya soon. Sleep tight and dont let the vampires bite ; D

Yay! The very first Le Yupo T-shirt has been made~~~
mm... not really satisfied but still good.

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No one likes copy cats because they are annoying, but I have a question... if everyone hates them why are there so many people being one ? Originality isn't hard to find, It's just being who you are, and the funniest thing is.. copy cats cursing other copy cats from copying what the heck. If you like pink than say yeah I like pink, if you have unusual habits it's ok... don't act like who you're not because you want to fit in n if your friends judge you or tease you does not mean that you have to be like what they think is "in". I love black since the beginning, not because I wanna "look cool" or because everyone else thinks it's the trend or it makes me look slim~.... it's because my interests are punk rock songs and yes I think vampires are sexy n also it's the darkest colour so my eyes are more comfortable, I like other styles n genre too but not my favourite. Oh yea.. not to be perasaan, but certain people likes to come to me n act like they love Gothic stuff n someone once said to me (I'm starting to like rock songs it is soooo cool ! they are sooo yeng~) ahhhhhh hell man my ears are bleeding, what the ******** it doesn't make you look cool but more like a fool, Rock n Metal is all about de guitar solo n drum beat de Screamos n de lyrics with experiences they have been through, not how they're trying to be cool. Some thinks "emo" is very "awesome" so you act emo. Do you know why goths love black nail polish, black tops, black eyeliner n fangs ??? My answer is they wanna look dead...they hate being alive...they're emotionless...they don't have conversations...they're careless... they can't stand sunlight and they admire vampires,That's why they are like that so why are you copying them ?? I don't get it.. Punk Rock style I'm not that clear bout it but one of the main reason is they love being like a freak n they don't care what others think so that explains their weird dressings, and the well known Lolita I don't know why there are outfits like those but clothes like these are meant to be in Animes not here, people who we call it in M'sia "Lala chai or Lala mui" these people are obviously not trying to be a weirdo but to look "attractive" in the mall in supermarkets or anywhere . The worst style being copied the most is the "Yo! Was sup style".... as in Niggers' style, R&B, break dance, hip hop n rap it's what you always see on Mtv or Channel V n again you wanna look cool n noticeable you see a friend, Knuckles~ then you say Yo! Was sup my homie~ this is very stupid (I'm not criticising them I'm talkig bout you the choppie chart)... and all the other things like NY caps, big huddy jackets, Blings~~~ seriously you can copy now, but you can't keep up forever. so quit it and just be you.

Some of you might know that I get very bad stomachache during "that awful time" in every month... n F**k it it's getting worse~ last time it wasn't that bad.. I can still ignore it by distracting myself, and it usually just hurts for one whole day BUT now ? three days in a row n it's damn F*******king painful.... can't eat can't sleep can't sit ! oh my gosh gosh gosh I could really kill a bunch of people at that time. My mom couldn't stand me yelling at home so she brought me to Q H C at usj 9... the doctor scanned my tummy and still can't conclude what was the problem, he said there is a possibility of having a blockage known as "Chocolate Cyst" ewww giving a bad image to chocolate lovers, n a few other things that he said might be the problem but like I would remember it. So he gave me really strong Painkillers and Hormone Pills... in a way I was excited cause I never had Hormone Pills before n kind of wondering what they would do to me ~ and my super-protective mom asked what would it do to me.. and he said it would make my skin better probably I'll lose my pimples, no more stomachache and better complexion~ de downside was that it would either make me gain weight or lose weight. And I followed he's instruction and after taking for 5 days... omg I keep getting ulcers and usually I'll gargle with a Japanese gargling liquid and it heals straight away, but these ulcers are sooooo hard to get rid off and it's making my lips swollen I can't even smile ouchhhhhhhhhhh, besides the pain that I'm still suffering.. after started taking those pills, I can't sleep at all I lied on the bed at 12am... no matter what I do I can't sleep I stayed awake until 7am... 7 hours man 7 hours!!!! from this day onwards... I HATE HORMONE PILLS FOR LIFE.

My vegetarian days are pretty tough to combine with companies, especially when they purposely hide meat under my noodles or rice so I won't notice and termakan daging all the time... please stop doing this to me and stop giving me the stupid reason that I don't have enough proteins or nutrients bla bla bla~ I'm getting very sick of it. I'm old enough to decide what I want and whant I need.. stop disagreeing with my own choices.

btw, well my family is getting used to it sloooooowly ~
that's why to show how my vegetarian days are right now
here's a few images of my "Salad Sunday" that I had for today's breakfast
anyone [especially girls] that wants to lose weight it's also advicable

Alright....
more than 90 % of you
are getting very angry/depressed about friendship, because they didn't treat you well, they betray you, they drive you nuts...n does all sorts of things they shouldn't have as a friend. Good times can sometimes cover up the mistakes we've made sometimes we may be forgiven... but not always. When too much is too much, so please stop writing stuff that involves your friend(s). When you write stuff like that, obviously you won't think you're wrong because you feel hurt by your friend... but writing stuff that can be displayed into the whole world to see, is not nice either, unless you have a good reason. Most important thing I want you all to read here is... If you can't control yourself, don't think of controlling others. It's like you don't have a house n you're teasing someone else not having one. Ain't that weird ?? Time is the key through changes, so hope before it's too late... do what you have to do.

Now its time to talk about Duckies~~~
Have you guys ever heard of duck liver as a french dish ??
please if you've eaten this dish before... DON'T GO FOR A NEXT TIME
if you haven't ..... THEN DON"T
unless you're that heartless.....
the way they prepare this dish is started of by
catching lots of them, stuffed them in a very small cage that they can only squat in, the chefs wouldn't allow them to walk, fly, or even stand properly, all they can do is just squat until they are fat enough to be served, and when they are, the chef will force a hose into their mouth and start forcing in corns into their stomach until it burst, once it exploded they'll take out the liver when their heart is still beating, then so on with the cooking. I couldn't bear to see their faces we they're suffocating n tearing, n their legs are swollen n blood coming out from they're butt because of the amount of corns stuffed in their stomach. Please don't harm them, they didn't live for us to torture them like this.

I've just viewed your blog, cause my prediction says you will reply my previous post, and what do you know.. Prediction is always right~
ok.. like I said I won't forgive you all bla bla blaaa, I'm serious about it n still am so please if you don't want me to get really pissed again stop asking me what's my prob. I think you know so don't ask that question again before I hurt you in any imaginable injury I can. You know better than anyone....
n for the name appearing in my current latest outing well, I apologize~
I forgot to type your name I didn't missed it on purpose
ok? so if you want your name being displayed so badly
here.... from me to you
FAT BOY WAS AT THE MOON CAKE FESTIVAL TOO!!!!
happy ? bright n big lol
I started talking to you today because I'm tired
n I know I can't keep this up since I'm facing you everyday.
n even if I continue being mad at you
It's not changing what I want [that you caused]
so I hope you make it clear
we're buddies~~~ again
but you're still not being forgiven.

...tata...

hey lowww
in one of my previous post, I said that I was being grounded for 2 months. But today well my mom was in a really mood I guess... all of a sudden, she gave mua permission to go to both different celebrations.
[Shocked OwO"]
1st one was a housewarming at Chi Kei's new house, (awesome house btw)
But.....
someone who was suppose to be at her own house to take care of her friends as a host, went out because of some certain issue... and told me that she will be back in a jippy, and ended up coming back after one hour plus =_="""" but luckily her relatives were ok, her mom offered me Coke and Kar Foong, Beh, Wei Zhi and the rest of them came so I wasn't THAT miserable~~~
When she came back not long after WE FEAST! lol
Everyone went on the 2nd n 3rd round besides me...I wonder what are their stomachs made of Lol especially Wei Zhi after 3rd round he went 3 rounds on desserts
swt~............................
Then around 9pm, I went over to Mei Ki's place to celebrate Moon Cake Festival
Me, Mei Ki, Evon, Darren, Isaac n Joshua
so psych to light up candles ~ =D lol I still enjoy it all these years, maybe I didn't really have much chance celebrating Moon Cake Festival so kinda appreciate it more
usually even if I celebrate with my family sure to have neighbours or cousins to ruin my mood and My Lantern! [shish~] and this is the first time celebrating with friends.
I had a lot of fun lining up the candles into a smiley face n a heart shape hahahaha
Mei Ki was damn semangat to keep the candles alive
haiz but too bad we didn't have lanterns to play with >_<
then after we're done with the candles we move on to Fort Adventure hahahaha
oh ya Darren was having fun riding a butterfly ~~~ weee
n the girls are somehow into pull ups (random)
swing swing, chat chat, basket ball, monkey bars
then I went back home n now I'm here blogging heh.
It's not an exciting outing but it was a peaceful and not so crowded friend bonding experience.

A tip for your daily life, Don't trust anyone and Don't listen to anyone. I have experienced failure more than once in almost everything I have, generally you feel insecure unless it's on purpose or some other reason but when you failed something that you are passionate about... it's slightly different. I failed in something that I know I'm capable of doing and getting a grade that I deserve, but whatever that made me miserable is always people around me. Honestly I can't tell who I love most and who I trust most, cause my heart is always whispering to me that no one can sacrifice anything for you, and they're always wanting more from you until you lose everything and then they don't recognize you no more. since I was young, like any typical kid on earth... just wanted love from the family wanted friends n relatives that can support you when you're down, but all these years it's always the other way, you try to be nice but they're still ungrateful. Reality is cruel because of hypocrites all over, they can twist and turn every single thing and the rest of us have to live upon this, that's why I hate this world so much. One thing I hate more than reality is my own existence, don't tell me that you are concern about me because you're my family, don't tell me that you care because you treat me as a friend. Whatever fucking shit you have in mind.. keep it to yourself, don't tell me.. because from my own theory if you love me you won't blame me for bloody things I didn't do, you wouldn't make me hate myself... if you want me you won't make me cry, if you care about me you won't stop me from doing what I live for, if you bloody trusted me like you said, you won't hide things from me and still think that you have done nothing wrong. No one likes to be in second place... so because of you all.. I will remember this forever. And this time you're never going to be forgiven no matter what. Even if guiltiness is killing you, it's not my business it's a much lighter punishment compare to what I'm suppose to do to you. Whoever that's reading this, read it zip it... if you're smart enough you wouldn't be asking about anything or anyone regarding this.

[I want to be alone forever.]