This is D Worst new year celebration in my 17 years of breathing~

1st - It's Pyramid AGAIN
2nd - I was late for 2 to 3 hours
3rd - Ajisen's service sucks so bad
4th - All we did was window shopping n having lunch n dinner
5th - I was worried bout de fat puppy at home
6th - We missed de fireworks because we went to de wrong direction
7th - The tower that we ordered didn't arrive
8th - A lot of random people spraying "snow" all over me damn sticky
9th - a Fucking bastard whacked my ass 3 times n said {bawah sikit} Lu Pegi MATI la !!!! curse uuuuuuuuuuuu
10th - I'm still hungry

"PERFECT" 10

shish.....

stupid stupid stupid

Tahhhhhhhhhhhh

chiak sai la

Heyz...
I have a news for you people~
My dog is pregnant [Kia kia - the black one]...last time when I knew that Sheera was giving birth to 3 puppies I was so happy that I didn't sleep for the whole night, but this morning at 8am when I'm still sleeping..my sister bust in n jabbed me non stop saying that Kia kia gave birth to two puppies, well I can see that my sister wasn't happy too~ I can't tell you how scared I was, I refused to believe it n was so hoping my sister was trying to prank me... but what do you know~she not kidding for once. I remember that joy I felt when I first saw Kia kia,Miko n Ricky.... I was so excited, but this time I'm depress more than thrill to have this sudden news because firstly when the heck did she find a male dog and had sex ? According to the professionals.... dogs are pregnant for 2 months which not any of us remember her running out at all, we were planning to find a male dog that is also a Shetland sheep dog to breed. Sigh~~~ however I can't do anything now, I still love them n care about them even though they're "mixed"...they're still lives anyways. I hereby Pledge that I WILL NEVER let anything hurt the 2 innocent puppies, whoever dares to hurt them is getting it from me. ow btw one of it is black n smaller size n the other one is bigger n dark brown =) luckily I'm always free now. Ow yeah I forgot to announce, after the puppies are big enough to be on their own I really really wish soemone can adopt them, someone with a good heart that will take care of them properly.

If you've constantly visited my blog you might remember an old post I blogged about stuff I want to accomplish which was "Mega Yupo Marathon after SPM"

according to the things I've listed
so far I've completed only 5 of it hahahaha fail~~
n y ? because stupid SPM mood is still stuck in my head, whenever I wanna watch tv or take a nap I automatically tell myself.... It's not time to be lazy, after SPM I can be the awesome couch potato I wanna be~ Taaaaaaaaaaa F*ck it. It's been 2 to 3 weeks after SPM~~~ y can't I relax properly WHY LA ! Even though I got over the SPM mood I sitll feel so darn lifeless whatever I do or wherever I go...when I go to the mall I wanna sleep when I'm at home I wanna go out n the worst part is..... I don't feel like watching animes/dramas/or any lame comedy n I can't DRAWWWW. I feel like killing myself so bad right now~~~~ I need to get a Job fast so I won't rot or start getting anymore weird ideas. Our class party didn't even have any progress yet TwT n Redang Trip plan is hanging by a thread because everyone is free at different times WHY WHY WHY?

I need to have a new schedule ~

* dye my hair right after de last day of SPM DONE
* BURN my letter from National Service edit* I'll just Rasuah the doctor hahahaha
* get lots of nachos n watch Anime, Movies & Drama Series the whole dayyy [*sobs*...how could he leave her alone~ Saranghae !!!] Hopefully I'll do this
* Get a FAT Roborovski from Pete! Canceled
* Buy a bunny or a Hedgehog Changed to a Sugar Glider
* Nail Art with de sampat po(s) Canceled
* DRAW DRAW DRAWWWWW . Digital n Traditional when I get back my flow
* Get a Job ! After my Birthday next year
* Reunite with Urban Groove After I get a Job
* Black tops Black boots Black eye gel Hard Core Earringssss!! REBEL Accomplished half
* Download songs 24 hours DONE
* Hang out with a bunch of ppl doing absolutly nothing DONE (n im sick of it)
* Acts Church ; ) Accomplished half
* Get an Acoustic Guitar n an Electronic Guitar If possible
* Buy Skinny Jeans When I can enough cash
* Buy Heels When I can enough cash
* Cosmetics XD -M.A.C- When I can enough cash
* Curl my hair ? neh maybe not~~~ But I did lol... [temporary]
* Compose songs Not really
* Blog Business Canceled
* shop shop shop Ahhhh a little
* Recycle ? swt" Kind of XP
* Game On ! Nope, to lazy
* well tidy up de house of course heheh erh a little
* spy on a Hobo hehehehe not yet
* make self T-shirts DONE
* Decorate my Shoes DONE
* Check out Education Fairs not yet
* REDANG TRIP !!! Still deciding

Whao never thought I'll get tired of going out so fast~~~
I expect myself to go out like 2 or 3 times a week, but this week I can tell you I'm really sick of going to Pyramid
Tuesday went to pyramid with Karmen n Jmie shopping like crazy btw Thank You two for de Banana Peel flip flops ^^ it's awesome!
Wednesday went to pyramid with Mas, Shen Yang, Za n Denise for bowling n Summit for piercing lol~
Thursday went to pyramid with Mei Ki, Evon n Wei Seng for Xmas eve countdown n the Red Wine n Tiger Beer SUCKS.... Tiger Beer tasted like water swt" waste of money~~~ stupid lala !
n Friday going to pyramid again n again taaaaaa!!!!

if I havta go to pyramid on new year's eve I'm gonna scream

Boring place~ Now all I want to do is stay at home with my pillow.

ow btw check out this lava lamp I bought yesterday



It's not interesting or exciting to watch but me n my sis can't take our eyes off of the blobs haha it looks like a red colour Flubber n sometimes like cherry tomatoes.... WARNING: Lava lamps are strangely addictive DON'T LOOK AT THEM !!!

Get Well Soon Ah Lui!!!
Merry Christmas Everyone n Happy New Year !
Happy Birthday Jesus !!!
woohoooo

here I would like to bring out a few situations that might seem familiar to you.

1.) When you gossip about someone... your consequence tells you it's wrong, but you still gossip anyways. You had fun gossiping about others that you forgot what are the good times you had together n the things they have done for you. You avoid yourself from feeling guilty so you just emphasize on the bad things that happened.

2.) When you see an old lady tripped and fell down on the floor or a kid crying because he/she lost their parents... if you're reading it here now you might say of course I will help them, but.... every time I see situations like these.. people just tend to stare and walk away, unless there was someone who went to help then you'll walk over "as if you're concern".

3.) The 3 famous ratings your Friends, Family and Lover. example: When you clearly said that Friends is number 1~ please don't say it if you can't do it... Some can tell you that you're their best friend but they forget your birthday, they disappear when you need help, they don't respect you and they get you into trouble, if any of these 3 can be number 1 in your heart means you're willing to sacrifice for them, love them and appreciate them.

4.) When you found someone you have connection with, you immediately think that you love the person when it's just a silly crush. If you can't get him/her you emo all the time can't eat can't sleep asking why can't I be the one. If you do succeed being with him/her, you start getting all selfish, when friends are talking to them you think that their flirting, you don't like them going out without you and you always start arguments with him/her for very minor problems. All those are definitely NOT LOVE, to know whether you really love the person is when you feel heart broken but you don't feel sad because you would want them to be happy instead of just being yours, you would give them freedom and trust them when their with friends or acquaintances .

5.) When you litter plastic bags or papers everywhere you know it's bad... someone has to clean it up for you.. or little kids get influences from it to be "cool"... people from overseas will have a bad image for our country... n of course global warming. You think neglecting issues like these are being cool? Get a reality check please.

6.) When you see a really cute puppy or kitten.. you want them so badly n annoy your parents to buy them, and when they did.. you play with them like toys never wonder is it painful for them n you don't feed them or bathe them.. soon when they get bigger you'll think eww not cute anymore n start ignoring them n treating them like garbage.

These are not minor cases... if you continue it all the time it becomes a really big attitude problem, mind yourself please.

hahahaha... finally I have completed one mission, since my mom wouldn't let me out with my friends then she has to be the one to bring me to the saloon HMP !
I waited like 3 hours ahhhh but ok la at least can still get the colour on my hair
but.. it's too bright oh my god~~, sometimes when I look in the mirror I feel like a lala [sigh]
"great"..spm is over but I'm so lifeless n my hair colour is too bright =.= shish.
but no matter~ I will try my best to pursuit my mom.. then I'll go out n no one stopping me !!! XD
so gonna have lots of xmas activities to attend to [yay!] can't wait for homes, bake over n de xmas play {Esther} n also those 3 rascals coming back from camp. Then we can sing the song Let it snow !!!

WHAOOOO !!
The last paper today almost made me cry~
I finished my paper 30 minutes earlier... I waited until I finally hear the Ketua Pengawas said "ok masa sudah tamat" my tears was about to fall cause I was sooooo darn happy to get out of that hell. I felt so relief ... no exams no pn. wang n pn. ung no puny broccoli to ruin everything HAHAHA.
Oh My YUPOOOO I miss my blog so much I don't know what to type~ ahhhh
ow btw CURSE those nasty thieves !!! FUCKER... ruin the last day of spm for Masie, Kisu n WS. Haiz as if we're not miserable enough, I'm so sorry I can't help u guys. And Masie please cheer up =( I know it's gonna be hard for you to get over this but still try your best... just like Joben said, if you don't have him means he isn't the one for you, there is someone else that will appreciate you more than anything okey!! time for happy hour no emo hour.

a lot of things happened since the 1st day of blog hibernation but I can't rmb them right now so I'll just skip that.

the school magazine was insane! best one yet
n I'm so happy that I contributed 8 pages of illustrations n graphics woohoo
n i think i have around 9 to 10 pictures wot~!
our senior pages were great too... a little messy but I love it.
wow wow wow
LOL I'm out of words so I think I'll stop here n continue some other time XD
have fun yal !

--- Continuing ---

this paragraph is for a few people to pay more attention to, so here it goes
I don't wanna act like this, sometimes I'll ask myself why did I behave so different from last time? like I got meaner or something... but then when I have all the flashbacks, final conclusion is I did not change in a bad way.. but I'm not entirely right or wrong. To Wei Seng : Every time I ignore u I'll feel bad, but didn't u ever thought of de reason y I only treat u like tat ? It's because u annoy me, u know that I'm pissed but u still jab me, poke my waist or saying "what did I do?"...... When I ignore you means I need a break away from u..if u keep irritating me how do u expect me to make peace with u ? Who cares about me n who doesn't I can see n differentiate properly, sometimes u really helped me in my time of need but really hate people annoying me n forcing me into things I don't wanna do. To de rest : This time I'm not just angry because u guys because I was being scolded by my mom~ main thing is U all know that I can't go out n I don't want to, but u don't care about it u just like to force me n think that I don't mind... and when u force me I will always havta take the blame from my mom. My friends and My Mom forcing me to do this and that, I'm not your maid, I'm your friend n your daughter ok. I'm sick of it.
btw Wei Seng.. I didn't mean to do this on your birthday...I'm sorry but I really need a break.