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I'm only left with a piano to accompany me all day
Sleeping on a grand piano
Silently worning out
I think you've shown it perfectly clear
I understand and I know that you're willing to
You said that you will be sad
But I don't believe it
Accompanying me and holding my hand like before
I hope that he really love you more than I do
So I will forced myself to leave you
You want me to say it, it's hard for me
I don't even want us to separate
Why do I still replace my sadness with a smile?
I really don't have that talent
Being with you and then accept him
You don't have to worry too much
I can manage on my own
You've gone so far away
And I will slowly walk away
Why do I still hold you when I should be leaving?
I really don't have that skill
To remain silent so soon
I will learn how to give you up
It's because I still love you so much

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that it hurts you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
There's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe it I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

She said if you're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see
She said like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together

I know that you
deserve much better
remember the time I told you
the way that I felt
that I'd be lost without you
never find myself
let's hold on to each other above everything else
start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that i can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes


Ah ah ah ah

Ah ah ah ah ah..

Pretend - Nat King Cole

Pretend you're happy when you're blue
It isn't very hard to do
And you'll find happiness without an end
Whenever you pretend

Remember anyone can dream
And nothing's bad as it may seem
The little things you haven't got
Could be a lot if you pretend

You'll find a love you can share
One you can call all your own
Just close your eyes, she'll be there
You'll never be alone

And if you sing this melody
You'll be pretending just like me
The world is mine, it can be yours, my friend
So why don't you pretend?

[Musical Interlude]

And if you sing this melody
You'll be pretending just like me
The world is mine, it can be your, my friend
So why don't you pretend?

Forgiveness - Leona Lewis

I don't want to spend another day
pointing fingers while im facing blame
i'm no angel, imperfect myself
coz baby i get lonely here now

and i don't want to put it all on you
i admit i did some painful things it's true
and i'm sorry for them, i'm making amends
for always thinking i was innocent

starting today
i'm gonna change
don't wanna make the same mistakes

coz i can see a new horizon
the answer now my heart is melting
and the hurt i feel is slowly dying
now i'm no longer crying
the bridge we burnt is being built again
it's leading to a new beginning
and it may never be the way it was
and that's because i'm talking about forgiveness
forgiveness forgiveness forgiveness

i wish we could take back the things we said
coz what we saids not always what we meant
we lost out heads in the moment
and the words we used them like a weapon

but no one thinks that we will walk away
and we hate being the people we became
i wonder bout that we're better than that
and i still cherish all the things we had

starting today
i'm gonna change
don't wanna make the same mistakes

coz i can see a new horizon
the answer now my heart is melting
and the hurt i feel is slowly dying
now i'm no longer crying
the bridge we burnt is being built again
it's leading to a new beginning
and it may never be the way it was
and that's because i'm talking about forgiveness
forgiveness forgiveness forgiveness

if everybody could forgive and forget
(just forget)
think of all the times that we could spend
being friends
think about all the lives we could change
and all the love we could make
maybe how the world would be a better place
in the end woah

starting today
i hope that we will change
and not make the same mistakes

you know that
i can see a new horizon
the answer now my heart is melting
and the hurt i feel is slowly dying
now i'm no no no
the bridge we burnt is being built again
it's leading to a new beginning
and it may never be the way it was
and that's because i'm talking about forgiveness
forgiveness forgiveness forgiveness

forgiveness forgiveness forgiveness forgiveness

if everybody could just forget
the world would be a much better place
mmm
forgiveness

well... that's it for December..thx 4 checking out ma blog ^w^ bu bye for now ~#