I have no idea how to explain it to you cause there are things that made me really grumpy, since I can't find the words to say might as well just type in down so HOPEFULLY I can stopping repeating the same scene every time I'm with you : chatting and playing in class then after certain period~ you start annoying me in a way that it isn't funny at all...and let's just say I don't thk it's fun being whacked,punch or slapped by a friend even if we're hyperactive, if you wana play then play, don't F**kin hit me so hard repeatedly and every time when I get pissed you'll start saying why are you so short tempered?
WTF?
I love being isolated so I'm clearly kind enough to hang out with you all the time even when I'm tired, not having permission or having a tight schedule. I didn't want to say this but you gave me no choice...Honestly you have not been having much friends in this schl, so fine~ you already messed up your own impression since the 1st month you entered my class so we ignored you whenever we see you, you've been falling asleep on the table from 1st period to the last period everyday and no one bothered after sometime I started giving you a second chance and I start off by asking you to come join us on IU Day. After a few days you became very close to me... and I'm certainly ok with it even when the rest kept thking n saying that we "like" each other~ it didn't distract me....cause everyone deserves to be threated well, but after you met one of my friend that transfered to our class and realized she's got a lot incommen with you. I'm fine with that cause I know I'm not a person to chat with, so as day passes you two became besties and well I'm the normal friend and when she's not there you come to me, any conflict that you both had I'll always do what I can to help..until one day you both had a huge fight and she refuses to talk to you no matter what, that's when you came to me everyday sat next to me eat with me hang out with me ..... here's a thing that I've already told you, I could have just ignored you like I should..cause I hate people using me as a spare friend F U man.I wouldnt bother to talk to you if it wasn't for for the situation you have~anywayz screw that.
24/04/09
clearly we're just taking pictures in the girls room, who would bother to gossip bout you in the toilet?.... I don't deserve to be criticized by your words just because you are ~~ Paranoid ? whatev lah as if you would understand or maybe you just don't want to.....
DO NOT EVER INSULT ME OR CRITICIZE FOR THINGS I DIDN'T DO!
if you still wana thk the way like before ...... go ahead. At this point straightening things out is a waste of time when it comes to you.