The City That Never Sleeps
Walk with my shadow, Listen to my heartbeat.







posted : Wednesday, March 17, 2010
title : What's next?
Last year, everyone was busy drowning in books and ignoring everything else that is fun for SPM, hah pretty lame huh? But I guess the power of a good reputation is too strong, well I know I'm a lazy person, but I can swear to all of you I did study for the exams just probably didn't study as crazy as you all haha, nothing to say about my weaker subjects BUT the subjects that I'm really confident in gave me a B+ ? WTF chak sai man. Sigh x100, I'm really angry and upset about this I even thought of requesting the examiners to remark it once more... and mommy had to disagree in this kind of situation ~ whatever man forget it it's done anyways. Next step, 'my' decision... typical people: go for Business, go for Law, go for Culinary, go for Hotel management NO work in a bank like me NO just start working at my office NO this NO that Ahhhhhhhhh!!!! Shut up and give me a break. Do I really look that stupid to you? I have a brain that works, okey? I have dreams and a lot of em, so keep your opinions to your grand kids or something. Let's take a trip back to Memory Lane, I started off having a dream to be an Artist when I was in kinder garden there was no pressure, because mom and dad was the ones handling financial problems.. Then I wanted to be an Air stewardess when I was in primary school hahaha yeah laugh all you want I know it sounds funny coming from me lol, in primary school I also thought of becoming a fashion designer cause I love to design dresses, heels and also tuxedos I was so sure that this is what I really wanted to do, until I reached secondary sigh oh boy... I want to be a Tattoo Artist hahaha my ambitions gotten more extreme as I grow but now I'm 18, I've lived in a family filled with financial problems, I see my sister sacrifice her studies to support this home, I see people work as a promoter as a lifetime career, and most importantly I want to make my vision come true after thinking very clearly and having guidance by a few siblings I have decided that I want to be an Architect. I really wanna thank my sister who pushed me further to see a wider future and my cousin Khai Meng for being so generous to let me have a clear and big picture of what Architects are capable of doing Thank You so so much for all the information I can't tell you how much I appreciate it even when we're actually like strangers before THANK YOU ! I wasn't really interested in this before, because I thought drawing building would be very boring... but it's really not that kind of plain rectangular buildings that pops in our mind. After seeing those pictures n sketches of the building I really understand now why people call Architects = Versatile, bravo bravo... AND I don't care who doubts me, because the only opinion that matters in mine so too bad you're being ignored [fyi There's no rule that only guys can be an Architect.]... someday I'm gonna have my dream home designed by myself and my family can stay and relax and have no debts, please have faith in me mom I want you to have a luxuries and healthy life even though we argue a lot.