This is so fucked up I don't like to read, discover, remember, calculate or stand out and when there comes a time where I wonder what they were it was already hard for me to install all those things into my head. Ignoring the right direction, stepping in deeper to the my minor mistakes and creating a huge problem. lol what the hell, I really have no clue what's up with me.. is it really laziness? ignorance ? or was it just my attention span.. right now I wish I have a Sergeant beside me 24/7 to keep me occupied because I'm so fucking easily distracted by something or even nothing. What's wrong with meeee, Wro o ong with meeee ! I must have a problem!

I wonder how long can I stand being tangled up at this constant situation.