HELLO WORLD!!! man this has been the longest time I'm away, I don't know what's wrong with my PC it just wouldn't let me log in, so now I have to use my sister's laptop. Anyways I've finally made a decision bout my studies, so relieved that it's finally off my chest. In year 2010 I've been working full-time for a year to keep myself busy plus earning my own allowance and also think about making that decision. Seriously didn't expect it to be this hard, over the year I've been given 3 options Architecture, Graphics/Illustration and Fashion Marketing. In the beginning I wanted something different, I nearly decided to go for Mass Comm or Business. Well it wouldn't be a bad choice per say it can be challenging but there's no spirit. Mass Comm is about being very sociable, out going and sometimes they put on masks, Business is always thinking about self benefits, scheming or whatever just for your own needs. And I 'm not cut out for that for a lifetime, I can't stand putting on smiley faces when I'm down just to please others who don't give a damn bout me and be materialistic just to get what I want and not care bout other people's situation [most of them, not all]. Cause if I were to succeed in that career I have to do it every time. So back to square 1 aka "safe zone", Architecture is being creative with buildings and it isn't easy at all, at first I didn't quite like it, previously I'd be like "meh~ what's so special about it all buildings look the same" but now I can see the creativity in buildings, not precisely but it's absolutely extraordinaire. But I'm not choosing this course cause it's a very long course and definitely tough, I had lots of info bout it from my cousin who is an Architect but I don't have that sort of financial support but even though I'm not choosing this, I'm glad I know something bout building structures now. Fashion Marketing is very awesome I absolutely love love love it. It's the kind of job that you can't get tired of even though it's very tiring. Girl's love dressing up dolls when they're little and when they're older they wanna dress up friends so yeah it's in our blood haha. Fashion Marketing is not about making the garments but organizing the whole runway show from beginning til the end, if I'm being recognized I can manage outlets like LV and Gucci or even have my own brand... that's been something I want long ago, my own brand. But! sadly I won't be able to take this course as well, because it's very expensive we did found the perfect college and because they're so good at the fashion line that the price is way out of my league man. So nevermind I don't have a choice I must pick Graphic design/Illustration, but it's actually pricey too but I think I've wasted enough time already so yeah here I come TOA ! Hope this will be a fun experience :) I will do my best and not let my sister down!! Whatever it takes Ima knock down any obstacles that are in my way and I'll definitely give my all and see where we can go from there.